I
am a very bad waiter. And by waiter, I
don’t mean the guy who serves up my filet mignon, medium-rare, and a baked
potato with extra butter and sour cream.
I mean I’m an American! And when I
mean now, I mean now dang it! Because I am “A+” numbero uno, and the most
important person in the whole wide world!
I don’t think you should damage my self-esteem by telling me no. And I certainly don’t like to wait. It makes me very put out.
Distance
running forces you to do a lot of waiting.
Waiting to stop. Waiting might
seem like the wrong term, but for me my head and body are opposing forces. Treadmill runs sometimes feel like an
eternity, long runs never seem to end- like high school Chemistry which was the
hour from hell right before lunch. And
planks. One minute of waiting. And waiting.
And waiting!
I
was telling my friend Sheila after our “Moms in Prayer” meeting today at my
house that my preparation has been actually going really well. I told her though one of the biggest parts of
this training schedule is not the miles I run, but on conditioning my brain and
heart to tolerate pain for long amounts of time. Silly, but true. These workouts have just as much to do with
enduring that cross for long periods, conditioning me for the cross even more
than my legs.
Now
we all know I am not meaning an actually hewed slab of lumber strapped to my
shoulder, because I am, after all, a weakling.
Mentally, spiritually, and physically.
But as it says in the good book: “when I am weak, then I am strong.” (2
Corinthians 12:10) In my willingness
(hopefully) and my trust, and surrendering to the pains and struggles of this
life, God will provide all that I need- to accomplish whatever is His will for
me to accomplish.
This whole, entire
process of training and running a marathon cannot be separated from living my
faith as a Catholic Christian. They are
one and the same journey. Hence, the
title of this blog is everything. It is
the motivation for this journaling project, it is the fuel that keeps me typing
at a frenzied pace (wish my running and typing were at the same pace).
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