Today
was supposed to be three miles at a 5K race pace, but since I ran hard
yesterday, I want my Mondays to be focused on hill work. I tried a new treadmill work out that Jim
emailed me last week. Really good stuff.
Run
two minutes on a flat grade, then run 5 different sets of inclines with a 2-3
minute flat run in between. The first
set: set the incline from 4,5,6 a minute each.
Second set: 5,6,7, third set: 6,7,8, fourth set: 7,6,5 and the fifth
set: 6,5,4. Each incline at a minute
with the rest in between. I kind of
liked going off of a timed thing rather than a distance, it ended up being a
little over three miles.
I did have to hold on for
the steep inclines, not really good at that yet. Holding on with my left hand reminded me of
all the times running with my Gracie when she was a little one in the jogging
stroller. I would have her snack and
drink all set and placed beside her, she had her favorite stuffed animal
“Dodum” along for the ride, and we traveled along the Paint Creek Trail, taking
in the fresh air, and birds, sometimes a few deer, and flowers. It was like a
lifetime ago.
I teach eighth grade
catechism on Monday evenings. I have
been teaching for I don’t know how many years.
A lot. But for the last couple of
years, my Monday stress level and anxiety is like I have never done it before! For
some reason it hits me like a ton of bricks.
Wondering if the devil has his claws in, attempting to derail me. I’ve got to continue to hide myself in the
Precious Blood of Jesus because I will absolutely loose the battle if I
don’t.
Tonight was very eye
opening and it made me very sad. The
subject was the church: it is One, Holy, Catholic, and Apostolic- and in the
discussions I said that within the Catholic church there is the fullest means
of salvation. We talked about what those
could be, those “fullest means of salvation”.
Well of course first are the sacraments, namely communion and
confession. They are the powerhouses on
the road to eternal salvation.
It was in the discussion
on the Eucharist that I happen to ask the frank question: “Truthfully, do you
believe that the host you receive in communion is actually Jesus?” Of the
fourteen teens, only two raised their hands.
Only two. And these kids are from
families who actually send their kids through all the years of religious
ed! Not that I feel like my own two
older children would answer differently!
I felt so sad for Jesus. How sad
He must be.
I surely do need to
regroup. Refocus on the seriousness of
this situation. I need to visit Him,
laying before His holy throne my four reasons, I need to run, and I need to
pray.
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